• The transcript of everything in my mind

    Story Time !


    On a quiet summer evening, screams and shouts can be heard from the horizon. It echoes into the night sky and disappears into the distance. Amy slammed the door behind her with tears flowing down her swollen cheeks. She turned to her mirror and saw the reflection of a girl, a girl she barely knows. Images of the past flashed in front of her eyes, laughters and music echoed in her mind. The past, used to be happy was brought to this moment of sorrow.

    Amy wrapped her arms around her legs, wondering if things could ever get worse, sobbing...
    At that moment, she thought back about the past, how these thing happened, and why.


    - 10 years ago -

    The Larten family gave birth to a baby girl, named Emily. Emily is a sister to Amy. Amy was 3 then, everything went well for her... until that very day.

    - 8 years later -

    Ben Larten was shouting at Amy for being so reckless, irresponsible, and also a spendthrift. Amy sucked it all up and began thinking about Emily and what she had done. She was no different than Amy, infact she was worse. Emily was pampered by her parents but Amy wasn't. Emily became the apple of the Larten couple ever since she was born.

    Amy grew jealous of the attention her parents is giving to her sister and began acting rebelliously hoping that this rebellion will catch her parents attention. She started dressing like a whore and going out till' late night.

    One day, she met a guy from school 2 years later. He, Bill is known for being a rebellious kid. They met each other and hooked up. Amy and Bill made a great couple as they have much fun bullying and vandalising. Breaking the rules was one of their mottos. After a few months, they got bored of repeating all the same stuff and suggested to have sex. Bill was thrilled but not Amy, as she realises the risks of premarital sex. However, without thinking twice, she agreed with the suggestion for her mind was clouded by the jealousy towards her sister. "Maybe this will get my parents attention.", She thought.

    The next day, they skipped school and went to rent a cheap room. Amy shivered as she entered the cold and chilly room. Bill calmed her down then stripped her.

    - hours later -

    There she laid, staring up the ceiling thinking about her actions. She sweated bullets and realised that she is no longer a virgin. As she put her clothes back on, she spaced out in the room, sitting on the bed with the guy who had just taken her virginity away. Bill tapped her shoulders and snapped her out of her dilemma. She looked at him with a serious face then turned away. Together, they walked out of the room, silently.

    - Weeks later -

    There she stood, looking down the toilet bowl. The vomit that was in the toilet bowl, flushed down the toilet, white and foamy. Was it nausea that was hitting her? Or was it something else? Her fears drowned her in anxiety. She feared the worst.

    The next minute, she found herself in the pharmacy holding a pregnancy test. Was she concious when she was on the way here? She guesses it was her fears that was controlling her actions and emotions. The guilt and depression is getting to her. Her mind was clouded with emotions, fears, and most of all the impression of other people towards her. What would other people think of her?

    -----

    The device proved positive. She tested over and over again to make sure but all turned up positive. Her fears worsened and the thought of suicide came into her mind. She cried to Bill, hoping that he would help. Infact, he turned his back on her and walked away quietly. Amy was heart broken, nowhere to go, she went home and told the Larten couple.

    Her mom, Carrie Larten fell onto the couch after hearing the news. Her dad, Ben Larten was shocked and angry. Ben scolded Amy and pushed her here and there, overcomed by his anger, he slapped her face then punched her. Carrie stood up then stopped Ben from hurting Amy. They argued about what is inside Amy's belly and what it is going to be.

    Amy, could not stand any of these anymore, ran up to her bedroom and slams the door behind her. The drama begins.
    ---------------------- To be continued --------------------

    Written by,
    Michelle the GREAT.

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    Best Movies Ever

    • Theory of Everything (2014)
    • Cloud Atlas (2012)
    • Forest Gump (1994)
    • Life is Beautiful (1997)
    • Saving Private Ryan (1998)

    The best things that I love and constantly yearn for

    • A functional DSLR
    • A tripod
    • Antique watches and furniture
    • Chocolates
    • Cookies
    • Gerbera & Camellia (flowers)
    • Great watercolor set
    • Little notes from others
    • Mantis Shrimp
    • Tea (seriously, English Breakfast)

    People I admire

    Johann Johannsson
    Wes Anderson
    James Marsh

    Nuffnang

    Lexicon Corner

    occhiolism

    n. the awareness of the smallness of your perspective, by which you couldn’t possibly draw any meaningful conclusions at all, about the world or the past or the complexities of culture, because although your life is an epic and unrepeatable anecdote, it still only has a sample size of one, and may end up being the control for a much wilder experiment happening in the next room.


    Words by http://www.dictionaryofobscuresorrows.com/ because come on, it's BEAUTIFUL.

    The person behind this blog

    The person behind this blog

    She is a 21 year-old awkwardly enthusiastic individual who loves the idea of photography and is constantly looking for opportunities to travel around the world.

    She loves lounging the around the house watching TV shows and movies in her pajamas while sipping tea (English breakfast is the way to go).

    If you wish to make her happy, buy her candy, but do not lure her into dark alleys with those. Also, she finds it stupid to refer to herself as a third person.

    Michelle Y.


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