• The transcript of everything in my mind




    Depressed
    I need antidepressants to alleviate my depression!
    I've tried not to show it.
    I've tried laughing and smiling but I end up reading to get over everything.
    What made things worse was my results today.
    I crossed my fingers and hoped for a good result
    or at least some improvement.
    Rather than improvement, I've got a major decrease in my marks.

    I've tried avoiding looking into hubby's eyes
    I do not want to show my depression.
    I turn away whenever my eyes meets his.
    to be honest, I don't hope he'll read this post..

    I spend alot of time reading "Darren Shan" in school today.
    Well, I guess it's a way for me to leave the reality for a moment
    and indulge myself in fantasy.

    Walked home today with heavy bags and books
    Alyssa and I missed our transport home
    and we ought to walk home with our sexyy bags.
    It was rather tiring.
    I reach home exhausted and stripped right away. (not NAKED!)
    I bathed then continue reading my book.
    Amazingly.. I finished the book in 1 hour and a half.
    Eyes are tired right now but it's worth it.
    I managed to alleviate my depression


    Signing off,
    Michelle The Blabber! [[:
    I wish you to be beside me everyday, every hour, every minute, every second.
    babyy, hold on tight to me and never let me go [[:


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    Best Movies Ever

    • Theory of Everything (2014)
    • Cloud Atlas (2012)
    • Forest Gump (1994)
    • Life is Beautiful (1997)
    • Saving Private Ryan (1998)

    The best things that I love and constantly yearn for

    • A functional DSLR
    • A tripod
    • Antique watches and furniture
    • Chocolates
    • Cookies
    • Gerbera & Camellia (flowers)
    • Great watercolor set
    • Little notes from others
    • Mantis Shrimp
    • Tea (seriously, English Breakfast)

    People I admire

    Johann Johannsson
    Wes Anderson
    James Marsh

    Nuffnang

    Lexicon Corner

    occhiolism

    n. the awareness of the smallness of your perspective, by which you couldn’t possibly draw any meaningful conclusions at all, about the world or the past or the complexities of culture, because although your life is an epic and unrepeatable anecdote, it still only has a sample size of one, and may end up being the control for a much wilder experiment happening in the next room.


    Words by http://www.dictionaryofobscuresorrows.com/ because come on, it's BEAUTIFUL.

    The person behind this blog

    The person behind this blog

    She is a 21 year-old awkwardly enthusiastic individual who loves the idea of photography and is constantly looking for opportunities to travel around the world.

    She loves lounging the around the house watching TV shows and movies in her pajamas while sipping tea (English breakfast is the way to go).

    If you wish to make her happy, buy her candy, but do not lure her into dark alleys with those. Also, she finds it stupid to refer to herself as a third person.

    Michelle Y.


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